as if one could feel a glow
it resonates from deep within
as though the body was separate
and the heart and mind moved as one
as it pulsates through
in torrid waves
as though feeling was pure
unscathed by the ideals
untouched by the outside
and for a moment
for a single moment
freedom from everything hindering emotion
it all passes in a wash
a clearing in the mechanisms
the mind and heart flow free
and create the waves necessary
to move again
the electrical pulsations
possessing every inch of the body
lifting it from the earth
and throwing it into the universe
it creates itself
so it can love itself
it just wants to move
so it occupies the crevices of humanity
every single space
to be one with the universe
and move again
I think about life all of the time. Since life is pretty much all consuming its not really an odd thing.
Lately though I’ve been thinking about the changing times.
The cultural changes happening in front of my face.
I think about all of the stories I’ve heard old men tell.
About how things were different back in the day.
How things were better.
And I ask
Were they really?
Sure I like the music from the 50’s, 60’s and 70’s and its arguably better, but can I not listen to it now?
And now we have this new generation with access to most of the cultural influence of our past as humans and they’re inspired.
Isn’t that wonderful?
Everything is becoming more and more collective.
Thanks for laying the groundwork.
We’re gonna run with this until we hit the sun.
I think about how I myself am growing older.
I think about the way I see things these days, and what I might be saying in 20 years.
I think about the people I come across now,and how I interact with them.
I think about the people who tell me what’s better.
Then I think to myself is it really?
I don’t always know.
But I know I don’t need someone to tell me.
I hope I grow old, and keep an open mind.
I hope I can keep that aspect of.myself.
Just that one.
And I think life will be a lot easier.
a work in progress?
ive found a way
to make it all easier
so what can you say
to change my mind
i swear you impose
these thoughts that you
think are rights
so lets pretend
that you have control
my body and soul
so why dont you just let me go
i can see the way your eager
to make me another reaper
sometimes i feel like taking back control
i can feel jagged spear
as it works its way in deeper
i think I’m pretty funny….
an example of my funny is …
the other day my mother was calling out saying ” why is the hallway light on? theres no one walking up or down the stairs or walking in the hallway”
the appropriate response is to walk to the switch and turn off the light…
I ran like a bat out of hell out of my room and down the stairs
until I was out of breath
then I turned out the light
I’m in a dancy mood today
its been like this all day
its fucking weird to say the least
sometimes when I’m bored
I budget my money.
and crunch all the numbers.
just got done doing that and frankly I’m appalled at myself.
I mean I know my expenses have shrunk significantly over the past month or two, and that will definitely bloat numbers. However my spending habits are out of control.
I will be taking serious action against myself.
I should know better.
life changes here i come.
new hobbies coming soon.