Edd Colon

as if one could feel a glow

it resonates from deep within

as though the body was separate

and the heart and mind moved as one

as it pulsates through

in torrid waves

undulating

as though feeling was pure

unscathed by the ideals

untouched by the outside

staring in

judging

and for a moment

for a single moment

freedom

freedom from everything hindering emotion

passion

excitement

and fear

it all passes in a wash

a clearing in the mechanisms

the mind and heart flow free

and create the waves necessary

to move again

the electrical pulsations

possessing  every inch of the body 

lifting it from the earth 

and throwing it into the universe 

for understanding 

for exploration 

for relief

it creates itself 

so it can love itself 

and move 

it just wants to move 

so it occupies the crevices of humanity

every single space

and waits

to be one with the universe

and move again 

I think about life all of the time. Since life is pretty much all consuming its not really an odd thing.

Lately though I’ve been thinking about the changing times.
The cultural changes happening in front of my face.

Its amazing.
And scary.
I think about all of the stories I’ve heard old men tell.
About how things were different back in the day.
How things were better.
And I ask
Were they really?

Sure I like the music from the 50’s, 60’s and 70’s and its arguably better, but can I not listen to it now?

And now we have this new generation with access to most of the cultural influence of our past as humans and they’re inspired.

Isn’t that wonderful?

Everything is becoming more and more collective.

Thanks for laying the groundwork.
We’re gonna run with this until we hit the sun.

I think about how I myself am growing older.
I think about the way I see things these days, and what I might be saying in 20 years.
I think about the people I come across now,and how I interact with them.
I think about the people who tell me what’s better.
Then I think to myself is it really?

I don’t always know.
But I know I don’t need someone to tell me.

I hope I grow old, and keep an open mind.

I hope I can keep that aspect of.myself.

Just that one.

And I think life will be a lot easier.

ive found a way

to make it all easier 

so what can you say

to change my mind 

i swear you impose 

these thoughts that you

think are rights

so lets pretend 

that you have control

my body and soul

are yours 

so why dont you just let me go

i can see the way your eager 

to make me another reaper 

sometimes i feel like taking back control

i can feel jagged spear 

as it works its way in deeper 

………….

……

i  think I’m pretty funny….

an example of my funny is …

the other day my mother was calling out saying ” why is the hallway light on? theres no one walking up or down the stairs or walking in the hallway”

the appropriate response is to walk to the switch and turn off the light…

but no…..

I ran like a bat out of hell out of my room and down the stairs 

and up 

and down 

and up 

and down

until I was out of breath

then I turned out the light

I’m in a dancy mood today

its been like this all day

its fucking weird to say the least 

sometimes when I’m bored 

I budget my money. 

and crunch all the numbers. 

just got done doing that and frankly I’m appalled at myself.

I mean I know my expenses have shrunk significantly over the past month or two, and that will definitely bloat numbers. However my spending habits are out of control.

I will be taking serious action against myself.

I’m embarrassed.

I should know better.

life changes here i come.

new hobbies coming soon.